Sometimes, the truth is a blade cutting straight into your heart

It hurts so much that you can barely feel your own life

You can’t escape, you can’t cure it

The cut is getting deeper and deeper

As time passes

Dreams, aspirations are just fading out

Nobody is by your side

Nobody understands you

You just lay down, you just hear your own sigh

There’s so much pain, and it’s getting so clear now

Life becomes an endless torture

Every breath of yours is painful

But you know you can’t give up

Heart bleeds

Tears fall down

But there is nothing you can do about it

Time, powerful wizard

Turns everything into hell

Now you stand on the edge of the cliff

Hesitating

Figuring the final move

Could it be the last chance to go back?

To fix what you have lost?

Will the One shows his mercy?

No answer, no request

You don’t know anything anymore

You try to understand

But there is no reason in the first place

Things’ are just like this

No fair game

Just hurts

Only if you could be one of them

One day, you will find the peace

The peace you once despised

But now eagerly desire

For surviving from this painful disaster

I fell

I fell

I fell

This abyss

This darkness

I shall never forgive myself

For what I have lost

And for everything that I have gained